Friday, December 28, 2012

The Light of the Bloon

The light of the moon shines blue through the window of my room
Its light so smooth, so true.
Blue the light glides through the night
Cooling the cool and conjuring the fool
Moved, I sit staring into the sight
The newly fallen snow soothes searing thought of plight
It turns through me and full it is true.
The moon pulls my tide anew
Moving me in the the direction of light and truth
Before I set off I must state this to you
I have been nothing but true to the moon
The blue shows me that to be true.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Hermetically Sealed


The lies are full and the truth is far in the foggy distance,
While sleep cries and whispers sigh,
Willingness crawls alight.
I am looking again for the very reason I try.
Reaffirming that I do not live a lie...
Time and time and time again,
I will mind the relevance of our tries.
The mechanics click and the bell goes blind,
So a soldiers song is full of might,
Yet still is the moment of trying time.
I beside my right,
Look into the light,
Missing the reason you all try.
To move is to ride,
A reason to change, a reason to mind.
Kind, fine, contrite and sublime.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

testing 1,2 3, testing

It is our responsibility,
We owe it to the planet to take top care of the very entity we owe our existence through.
We tumble back in time to the regions of trees that out populate our species,
It brings us to the present with ultimate consumption and fierce persistence from technology.

Soarairer's

Sunday, November 25, 2012

STRTRK

Where are we...
Sector 354, sir.
Relay the subsequent information of the planetiods in this system.
Yes, sir
With a short pause followed by a sudden secure click,
Take us into subsection 354-123
Yes, sir
The contained atomic explosion resided point three light years away.
30 minuets later...
Sir, Sector 354-123 in scanning range.
Full stop
The solar fire was blue with bright.
The system contained twelve full solid planetiods.
The scans revealed subsequent solids of sensation.
Seven resembled home to some and death to most.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Fluffy Stuff

The snow flies with a whisp by the wind, 
Curling and moving mothers whim.
Cool and crisp, oh & cind of a rule,
The snow wills a way like a hurricane in June.
Then the slow shifting coincides with the full moon,
Jupiter retards despite your coup. 
Or is it a reminder of skiing in Utah,
The air so crisp so clean.
I approached the door,
Wanting it to be more than a dream.
The truth soldiers on and I enjoyed your concern.
The small realization on temperate winds through me learns,
To again depart for truth.
Another storm inspiring me to push the fold.
That is all I know.
Cold and removed,
Snow flies like bugs in June.
Yeeeeee, whoowhowhooo!

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Croch of My Finality

Burroughsing deep, as I do, into the past.
 I find Republicans stopping the truth.
These cock suckers constantly ab aid the enemy to perpetuate the war.
I, still beside myself, come to understand pretentious mindsets,
And persistent calamities of control over evil bastards eating their
Own
Crap
 I sit simply sipping on the best whiskeys.
Yet, no matter the tone I take,
Mad or in-place, 
I find myself full of grace,
Resisting your disgrace.

Friday, October 26, 2012

Why I don't play.

As the twins slide behind the cabinet doors,
Time sTrood Tall, yet you slipped slowly as worlds spun by.

Are we all as smart as we think?

Tumbling time screwed truth,
While powerful styles kept pace.

On the ship of spacial deference,
Colide became aware of true faith.

I, can realize the truth?
He wondered.

St-udders shudder slowly,
Creeping a crap ass kruat.

"See, she still cannot realize my creativity.",
A dismal belief of a time gone past us.

Now you can play.

Really?

Why now, no way!




Wednesday, October 24, 2012

The near Past

Goes to show that no matter how "good" you think someone is, they most likely are engaging in an act that is morally wrong.  It is the yin of yang the yang of yin...no one can escape it. 

Do not lose faith in yourself, however, due to one monumental failure.  Lance did have cancer and won, Lance did show us that determination, in any form, has its ups and downs. 

Personally, the age of steroid enhancement is a sign of moral degradation with the ethical conduct of a vulture wrapped in a butterfly.  Our abilities have out grown our understanding of purpose and this dissolve of growing to understand for betterment has leaked into children’s minds and will take decades of education to move away from.  While more humans making mistakes will be exposed by our fellow man, our children watch as good upbringing takes on a new meaning. 

Could  Lance have been as successful without the bio-stimulants?  Could anyone riding with him kept up without bio-stimulants?  The real tragedy here is that the accusers are just as guilty as Lance is, yet we as a twisted society, turn it into the fault of an individual, while the spin of society itself brings the cheers on. 

Personally, I believe that we should let them take whatever they want. If legal confines cannot be installed for encouragement and provision, then teach children that the consequences are far more damaging than the rewards.   Let them see an athlete drop into convulsion, while the aneurysm grows in the brains interior.  

I think I have said enough, so I will continue on a less socially spun invasion of privacy.  I wished people were more interested in suing companies or sports owners or the doctors that prescribe these enchantments, for good ole fashioned manipulation and relentless cap mining....But that is another story for another time in our near future.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Oh, hum, oh hum...debate...

The requirement of a general citizen is, well, bleak at best.
Passionate aware people take part in the process,
Yet can they do it all for the rest of you?
Boy it is more than knee deep,
And a lie to say to say it does not stink.
I ran over olympians on my way to the presidency,
Yet I can truly say the independence of gender is killing us.
Removing the real words said does nothing more than the intent.

Monday, September 10, 2012

I go never lost for found

I never go any where with out purpose,
 Elven when I don't know the way.
  Knots lost is fond of found is lost.

why wires whomp

Willing times try our will,
So who does the will stomp?
Overwhelming they become,
Overcoming, over bearing retorts.
The simple minded follow,
Then lies and the spun truth wallows.
Their mistrustful wills,
Still is and it will.
And will o I woe.
I am the lie that tells the truth,
Vote me too.
So therefore my life is a simple in-congruence,
No more say truth than the lie that led me to the truth.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Squiglio Stomp

Slipping about,
So seamlessly they glide.
Tipping the scale for you to see,
Squiglios on the march to thee.
Photo phinishes posting poor pads,
So seriously stout sounds sound surreal.
They marched across the lawn, odd bug to be.
Tip toeing the time tearing the tublime, 
Revisions read roads of robbers thru time.
Yet they continue to try to fool me,
They cannot see the truth of lios and thee,
Again they are seen as crawdads on the mezzanine.
One more, they cry, one more time.
Ominous obedience ovulates once on Orion,
Opening old orations on one orbit in time.
Although the aristocrats surround, crowds include the mound.
Theories collide shouting times telling of lies and mines.
Yearly tombs climb toppling troops for minds.
Not Fine.
Reveling roars rip offensively ridding the try,
Time to time the toe trance, fine.
Tumbling misfire arises towing longing, often beyond tarnished beliefs.
Subdued by design, slowed by daunting demise, 
Phinish pondering ponds populating pastimes.
Squiglios squash opening opinions towards my one two three.
The tip of trips toggled tumultuously,
Spoon-feeding solenoids tide the grind,
Seeking arbitration of our minds.
What a lie, sigh.


Thursday, August 2, 2012

Weak Ways, Weally?

Time and time again we comment on the lesser,
Time and time again we bless the lives,
We destroy for our own good.
Is this the life we have meant to live?

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Presidential Debate....not

Rah, rah, rah…The naysayers went,
I don't like your doings and your frame of mind they said.  
Then the lighting struck
And the world went silent.  
Suddenly you have no bearing 
And the concept of existence ceases to exist. 
Fires roar,
Seas tumble, 
And soon the skies fell. 
It will re-design the entire way of all.  
So sit back and relax, 
You will not always have to pay a tax.  
Instead you will be consumed
Or conquered,
Then the most willful will will the ways of all.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Time and Time again....

She spoke to me on the lesser line and vomited the word to engagement.
The sun settled on the Gobi and the life went one. The o'real had just softened the enemy.
"Should I take out the pot and brew some tea?"
The simple idea spawned the debate of truth of refusal in his head.
"Sounds appropriate.", cordially he spoke.


Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Drive By Shooting

I have been watching you drive by

Shooting pictures of a world that is not your own.  
Would I do the same? 
Go to a major US city and
Click click a pick of a pickled drive of domino height. 
Me, the flee, no real idea of who is who or who knows me. 
I would put that camera away 
And sigh a very deep sigh and say,
"No need to take a picture of today, when I can remember fifty more tomorrow."

Friday, June 8, 2012

Sheba will tear

How can the truth be told?
May I say  the one sound is Musical?
Or should I sat I muse am music, the sound the words to the moment.
Make me part of the sound, so me so you...so all of you true?
I cry and it is the sound of the strum of the string sound so true.
Pluck pluck plew plew, thump thump true true,
The truth is my life then the sounds I hear,
So much uncouth, so much is poo.
Pluck pluck plew plew.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Beer

Furious frustration is flattened from froth.
Seems so simple sometimes, seriously.
Fresh found female frolics and fails,
Sobriety sails seamlessly away.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Poker


He glanced out his bed room window. There was no reply to his thought of a better future, a better life.  The deep breath plucked this wish and seamlessly connected his realization to his actions.  Time and Time again he had started this way.  Only today he did realize it was for a greater purpose. Did the recapitalization of connecting doubt feel reticent of all weights? Only today can speak the truth, only today can he see the realization through,

“How innocent and demeaning this must be”, she said in a hush voice of gold, "No more do you worry of the false hopes anew born ideas.  You can escape with me and forget the truth.”
There was a sudden pause of this movement and it did not manifest the result of the intended. Through and through there must be a stop, a pause and then realization again of how much we have come to realize how much the truth is disguised.
"I am all in."

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Knowing is lonely


You don’t do it alone.  The successes and the failures are shared with everyone you know and with the ones that know you.  Life does not have to be a road of disbelief nor does it have to be one of uncertainty.  Life has everything for everyone; you just have to realize you are not alone.  Somewhere out there someone else is going through what you are going through.  When you think you have it good someone has it better, when you think you have it bad someone has it worse.  Never give up on the image you create of yourself.  When you see you, you become life.  Be moral, be just and most of all be true to yourself and you will grow with a smile and a sight that only truth can bring to light.  

Monday, March 5, 2012

Another Moment


          Another moment of fear and doubt swept over him.  He clinched his fists in futile frustration focused far into the past."Damn it!", he yelled while his white wrought knuckles cracked, snapped and popped. The rapid movement of his eyes took him back to that backward day of loss.

          "I have the better paying job, I can provide a better environment than my...she can...!?" he pleaded.
          "My decision is final, these proceedings are closed." the judge said firmly as the gavel swung true.
          "Smack" went the sound block, he twitched and took a deep breath.  Turning to his wife with a wide-eyed child staring back at him, she pulled quickly away through the court room.  As his daughter was whisked wildly from his sight, his head dropped in defeat and hung heavy with plight.

          The room came back into focus, the room, the work shop.  It was covered in racks of whirring fans, flashing lights and towers of wires, connectors, switches and parts galore. The dimly lit work space, was his life his home.  The small desk lamp that illuminated his desk snapped on, shedding light on his complicated mind.  He looked now thru a pile of cables and wires,         
          “Twisted pair un-shielded , nope, cat9.5, nope", he squinted and pushed through the tangles and saw the connector...
          "There you are, shielded twisted pair with 3.5mm connector, Nice!", his excitement refocused his mind.  He continued over to another dimly lit area, one single CFL hung over the project.  The canvas cover shown grey in the light emitting a dull shine like an alter bathed in moon light.  He stood admiring the simple sight and proceeded to find the positive lead to the speakerphone jack, which he took care in attaching gently with his stress laden hands.  The soldering gun smoldered as he made the connection permanent.  He up-righted himself and let out a sigh, time for another test run he thought.  He clambered over a pile of hardware and wires to his seat at the desk.  With a shake of his hand over the IR panel, the work station awoke.  Three dark monitors sprung to bright, each displaying digitally designated strings of information.  The consumption graph blipped away, like an electrocardiograph showing signs of life. The memory indicator read 50% and the heat indexer hung steady at 45°C.  A smile grew across his shadowed face. His heart began to race with anticipation.  In the single black and grey window he typed command>initiate, the small window began to jump and spit strings of code, the information pulsed slowly gaining speed.

          From across the room a gear began to whir and the sound of initial boot processes beeped.  He turned to monitor two and began punching code like a secretary creating copy.  The lights flickered and he took a deep breath.  B.E.T.H. whirred and the servos ground slowly as a presence grew under the canvas cloth.          Then as steadily as it rose, the project started to slow.  The system began to systematically shut down with the dull sound that only comes when a mechanical system looses power.
          "No, no, no! “, He frantically began manually switching wires, port 73c to port 101b, his mind spun producing its own heat. Then the lights went down to a flicker, the entire room looked like a storm of welders not knowing where to weld.  A white flash, and then a pop as the main circuit breaker sparked then sizzled smoke.

          Heavy his head grew as he plopped himself down into his chair.  He knew the problem, the components needed to be generation 6 not 5.3.  The power consumption start-up ratio had again broken its high-end threshold, he needed more efficient parts.  He pulled a drawer swiftly open and reached for the bottle, it sloshed from the jolt.  A flip of the wrist and the top spun open, it went to his lips like a humming bird kissing a stamen.  The burn of whiskey tore down his throat and into his growling stomach.  He re-spun the top of the bottle and looked to the browser, blinkingly awaiting his next move.  He spun in his chair to the crowded shelves behind him.  Covered with magazine after month of magazine of every electrical, technical and fore-frontal topic know to man, he saw the corner of yellow.  He tugged quickly at the book, resulting in a cascading pile of popular science surfing to the floor.  Was the old man still in business, was this even the current phone book, he thought as he turned to the cover and read the year.  "Good.", he spoke out loud.  Continuing his search to the service section, he found the listing.
 As he spoke the call was made, an echoing call to the world gone by.  The wind was a moment in time then the future took over. There must be someone...                  
"hello, hello", the phone sound answered.
 "What, what do you want? “, A voice spoke.
 "This is T56 Tango, repeat T56 Tango", he spat.
"Descend to Bravo 2 6 zero and repeat.” was the response.
There was a small pause as the  connection was fuzzed...click.click...click...clicklick...bbbzzzzzzz.
"System 2 protoplasm, Need series 6, Bravo, Bravo, X system 2 Run Run...Stat."
A small pause was followed by a digital response..."SyS2 copy, copy SR6 fax fax, copy"
The call went dead and silence tickled around the remains of test 3.24.

The ASP power initiated and the lights came back on. A flick of his hand over the console produced an array of desktop icons.



...to be continued...


  

Thursday, February 16, 2012

KEIYATAH


By starting with an afternoon happy hour visit to the Black Barnacle in downtown Bath, Maine, I came to the join with the intention of asking the bartender out.  She is very cute, dark haired with big brown eyes.  Her name is Jamie Lynne, my heart thumps an extra beat thinking of her and I just had to be here.  She had that sparkle in her eye when she came to greet me.
"I saw you the other day", she said, "in the coffee shop, but I could not remember your name."
I smiled,"Eric", I said.  Just the fact that she remembered me and the much missed encounter was enough.
"Jamie right?", I smiled again. She simply smiled back and moved on to her task at hand.
"What can I get you to drink?'
"Beer, HSA, please.", I responded.
The afternoon went on, people came and went.  I worked on often looking up to just catch Jamie smiling again and again.  Gosh I like her, I thought.  I sat as the early drinkers left and contemplated what to do next.  Then one of them said "Hey, I'm Keiyatah...

2hours later....

This guy could have torn my throat out at any moment, the clear clean hollow dark eyes stared back at me, we were in Lebanon, it was 1983.  He stopped and took a moment, then proceeded to tell me how the explosion at the UN Barracks was 275' away when the bombs went off.  I stopped and his eyes closed slowly reaching for the ability to keep telling me the chaotic scene that instantaneously unfolded in front of him, again in his mind.  He grimaced and the lines of fighting wore hard on his face.  I gulped in understanding. I saw the beige brick in shambles around him, the dust thick from the explosion.  His eyes darting left and right; where was his team?  The order came over the still moving air, "Weapons hot, find your weapon!"  He still had both fire arms and a rather large knife.  His eyes creased tight and tears dropped out of his pores and onto his face.  Ears ringing, he shook the sweat off his head, no doubt to clear his mind.  As he turned to get up he spotted a friendly a step away.  Marine he was, laying on the ground in half.  My stomach turned and I looked to my beer.  He shimmered, then clinched his fist, his eyes silent behind the weight of memory. I looked inside myself and regained his image.  A US Marine of the 2nd Recon Team was screaming in pain.  The shock had worn off and the body still ticked, I went silent with bewilderment. His tears streamed now, stricken with the ultimate realty of his memory. It persisted, I went into passionate mode. A long pause of agony made camp on his face.  The terror and fear and emotion and training all whipped away inside his mind.  Lost, he stood in the moment feeling hopeless, searching for the answer of how to let go. I thought at any moment he could snap, he didn't.  A deep long breath was only interrupted by emotional pain stirred by the overwhelmingly traumatic experience.  I weep now as I write this, his pain reeling inside of me.  The bar was a forgone background of people that simply did not understand. KEIYATAH did not want to open his eyes.  He was aware like a bee is of nectar.  The breaths came through his nose, fast and deliberate, honing the control.  He dragged his fallen comrade from the rubble.  Gun shots and mayhem rang around him.  The right hand went to the med-pack and the injection of morphine plowed thru.  "It never works for long.", he said looking straight into my eyes.  A feeling of truth came over me and I sat searching for an answer.  His fist pounded down on the wooden picnic table, my beer jumped.  I look around the room, people knowingly ignoring us, we were being judged, how sick.  No one would look me in the eye, the bar tender looked distraught, yet not concerned enough to ask what.  Had the locals had enough of KEIYATAH and his stories, I sure had not.  My insides shouted back at me, rise up and throttle thee menagerie of despicability. Ability to seek truth is rarely meet with reality; however the reasoning for these peoples lack of understanding, of judgment was irrelevant to me.  I watched KEIYATAH, now wringing his hands tightly.  I tossed a white napkin in his vicinity.  Searching deep for the meaning of the experience, I lost a grip of mentality.  I wanted to stand up and start yelling profanity at the nay-sayers.  Screaming support for veterans of causality and the real job american-humans do.  To call a person of true dedication to his limit is only met with serious insensibly? I shook my selfish in-sensibilities off and focused on my struggling friend.  The lids of his eyes, white with pressure, twitched in agony.  His hands had now grasped the napkin and it was rung tight, like the neck of they who say nay.  I came out of his memory and to my senses.  "It wasn't your fault.", I said seriously.  His shell shock quickly subsided and he slowed his breathing.  His eyes still shut, his hands still writhed. I spoke again,” It wasn't your fault."  He realized now that I was no chump, he knew I meant what I said.  The lids released his mind and then looked deep into mine.  "I do that all the time.", he said as he looked down at his hands.  The napkin was twisted and frayed, the true representation of his life's experiences.  Twenty four years in the Marine core sat in front of me.  Me the guy who came to ask a gal for a date.  The guy who had, by no means of myself, become part of KEIYATAH's life.  At this point we wanted a whiskey, they wouldn't give it to us.  We sat silent for a moment thinking how can they say nay.  


Monday, January 9, 2012

Why am I so average?


The new year of the life that we never knew.
The realization of our inefficiencies,
So small, so care free, the fear slips constantly. 

Then I listen to the truth of music and harmonies persistent clarity,
Yet Hollywood ruins the muse,
They tromp like silly clowns with a frown.
They ruin realization and stamp it into the ground.

Will the people finally see, that protesting is a calamity,
Such naivety proliferating our society?
Oh why must we cry, poor me?
The living truth surrounds us and all we can see is me?
Really?

So in 2012, the world may end.
It may fall for itself,
Or it may just collapse under an asteroids weight.
So apocalyptic we can be.

Is this the end of our ministerial lives?
Our contrived sense of existence, 
Is built only on faith of anthers weight of another faith.
Part of me is growing green.