I am, what am I to do...

There is nothing more moving and life changing than the truth.  The truth about yourself, the truth about your surroundings, the truth about the people you know; it is all relevant when you  know the truth.  The truth never comes to you when you wish, no, no only when you need.  The truth is never more than the world you live in and you need to know the truth.  The truth within, the truth without.  There is now another life I have yet to live.  The one filled with the truth of knowing the truth.  I must seduce you and slow my understanding of you, to realize the truth. The truth to me is the truth to who?  This realization is nothing more than the truth about how much I do not know the truth.  Through reasonable deduction, I have come to this truth-filled conclusion.  I have been living a lie and that is my truth.  I have been lying to myself and to you.  I know this to be true.  I am the only one that can tell you this is true.  You may think, "What if your lying to me now.",.  I would respond, "I am realizing the truth.".  The healing process will be long and painful, true.  I must reside in the truth.  The truth of changing myself into truth....Who will help me will the truth and keep it true?

This has been a long time coming...

I have spent the last several months paying especially close attention to how people drive.  Why you may ask? Well for one the average number of vehicles on the road has tripled visibly in my  car riding and driving history. So, logically vehicles these days are much harder to ignore, due to increased presence and sheer numbers of driver.  Then, during a trip to the ski hill, I had a horrible driving experience.  Not in the fact that something horrible happened, yet the overall experience was well, horrifying. People in the morning on there way to work driving like a cock with it's head cut off, absolutely no awareness of what is going on around them and pounding on the the gas, then the gas, then the brakes has hard as the vehicle would perform.  One driver thought it best to weave in and out of the same four cars, only to turn into the gas station ten miles down the road, as we all passed, for morning coffee.  No more elaborations, this is not the time.  It does however signify my intent to study it, write about it and comment about the seeming abashment of what I see as good driving.  The enjoyment has been replaced by ignorance and lack of overall good judgement of how to behave on the road.

Now, one might wonder who am I to say how others drive there vehicle?  Or...who is this guy, what does he know about what is a good driver and what is not?  Whether or not I have an alternate agenda that does not coincide with your agenda makes me have to drive to your liking?  I would answer no, yet my point is not from an experts point of view, however it is from someone that has looking out the glass windows of a car for the past 39 years. Does this make me an expert, defiantly not.  However, having started driving Pepere's lawn tractor at the green ole age of ten, I have a great deal of time on and in motorized machines.  That in itself has prompted me to write about the changes in motorized vehicles, with a focus on the automobile.

more to come...